Me and Bava..

-- Bava, ana 3ayza a3ayat..
-- Ok, then 3ayati.. da aslan she2 moree7 gedan
-- ...
-- haaa, better?
-- 3adi... enti 3arfa eni maba3rafsh..

I'll go, try to study or sleep. I want to cry, cry myself to sleep. But I can't. I wish I can. I wish it all to end when I can't take the wrong and fed up with doing the right.

Nan, I want to belive you when you say "What doesn't kill you, well, doesn't kill you. God doesn't give us more than we can handle."
and what if..
no... "if only.."