الجمعة، سبتمبر 30، 2005

Ice Cream

My mother left me all day long to sit by myself for I was terribly feeling low. Things were fighting in my head. Some way of losing your .. mm.. your focus, may be, or losing something inside I truly don’t have an explanation for. But I wasn’t feeling OK!

Until a friend told me: “its my duty to cheer you up ma’am” .. and things twisted a bit. Knowing that some person, any person, cares to ask: “how are you today! You don’t seem very well!” for me it’s a big something, its much bigger than any one can think, really.
Anyways, so I had to laugh some time, and cheer up the next, and I heard my mother coming towards me…
Mum: You look fine now..
Me: yeah, much better
Mum: go put your cloths on, we are going out.

*OUT!, we are going out.. its late already.. HEHE… you’re the best..*

And even though we went to the same very old club of ours, but I loved my mother even more and more. All the way we were sharing our gossips about my father and brother ;) then gossips about my colleges in collage.. *Yay, that’s the best part :) , you were all talked about by the way *
Then all of a sudden, she left me and returned with my favorite ice cream……. Crispy biscuits with Mastics flavor ice cream and pistachio…

We had some more giggles, and walked a little. Then back to Home sweet home …..

P.S.: Sorry for not inviting you to my ice cream, its was already mine ;)
Yummy Yummy.. I enjoyed my day ;)

الخميس، سبتمبر 29، 2005

And as how it turned out to be my case whenever I feel low, as yesterday and today, I go browsing for one and only thing to go “Korean Korean Korean…… all the way”
And so I discovered lots of goodies and freebies for me………… :)
A lot of tracks to download and more news, forums, sites.. to read..
I even passed by a lot of Fans’ blogs for Bae Yong Joon. Truly interesting..
So I extracted you this post from “simple joy by marissa

You Are Obsessed With BYJ and Anything Korean If......
1. You no longer talk to your old friends because they are not aware who Yong Joon is and they can't relate to you.
2. The national anthem in your home is the OST of WLS!
3. You are not aware of the new local dramas being shown because you are always watching Arirang.
4. You changed your current cable provider to one that carries more korean channel (KBS World, KBS2, SBS, YTN, etc.).
5. You know more korean artist than the local ones.
6. Your korean friends are avoiding you because you always beg them to translate news, vods, and songs for you.
7. You have more korean movies and cd's than your korean friends in your country.
8. You end us saying Aigoo! rather than Oh my gosh!
9. You express love by saying saranghaeyo instead of I love you.
10. You call your boyfriend oppa, your sister onni, your husband yeobo and your friend chingu.
11. Your day is not complete unless you have visited your fave fansite at least once a day. Ok twice a day....... so I do it at least 5 times a day.
12. You are a member of all his fan sites and they are all bookmarked in your pc.
13. You post and reply in all the said forums
14. Your hard drive is full of vods, pics, and clips.
15. You have to buy a new hard drive just for all your downloaded material
16. You've subscribed to a broadband internet connection because your dial up connection always fails on you.
17. You have created an e-mail address like byj_myman@hotmail or ilovebyj@yahoo
18. If you find your country and korea competing in one sport, you are at lost on who to support.
19. Ok......... you end up cheering everytime korea scores
20. You watch soccer even if you don't understand the bloody sport just to cheer Team Korea because BYJ also supports them.
21. You are now trying hard to learn golf for that slim chance of bumbing into him at a golf course near you.
22. When someone asks you where you want to go for a vacation, you quickly answer Korea without hesitation.
23. You enrolled in a korean language class so you can understand all those korean posting at his official site.
24. You also enrolled in a korean cooking class so you can prepare all his favorite food.
25. You feel guilty when your boyfriend kisses you because you felt you just betrayed BYJ.
26. Your meal is not complete without kimchee.
27. When you finally got a confirmed news that he's coming over to visit your country, you call all your friends to help you make a welcome banner.
28. You call them again to cancel their visit and instead opt to do the banner alone because it makes it more special.
29. You are already camped at the airport a day before his arrival.
30. You will not go to work or school during his entire stay in your country because you will spend all your waking hours stalking him.
31. You can recite all the vital information regarding BYJ with your eyes closed.
32. You change your pc wallpaper everytime a new one is posted on the forums you visit.
33. You always on the look-out for seminars and exchange programs that is being sponsored by your company in the hopes that there's one for korea.
34. You actually participate and vote in all polls that is being posted in the various sites you frequent.
35. You know the owner of the korean convenience store nearest you.
36. You get discount from them because you are one of their best customers.
37. You take time to chat with their customers and find ways to include BYJ in your conversation.
38. When you see a new vod, clip or photo you immediately download them and post to the other sites that you visit.
39. If reincarnation is possible, you would wish to be born as a korean.
40. You are smiling while reading because you see yourself doing some if not all that is written here.

LOL, How so very true.. especially number 40 ;)
  • I am currently watching the drama "Hotelier" and no need to tell you how it feels....
  • Can't wait more than that to watch the new movie "April Snow".. Gosh!!!

الأربعاء، سبتمبر 28، 2005

I already dared to...

After a day like today, keeping scilent would be better..
thanks, you already cheered me up.. Though i bet, you'll never know!
These days we pass the 5th anniversary for the Palestinian Intefada. That started back in September 2000.. However, I ask you please read this..

الثلاثاء، سبتمبر 27، 2005


I am still determined to be cheerful and happy, in whatever situation I may be; for I have also learned from experience that the greater part of our happiness or misery depends upon our dispositions, and not upon our circumstances.
~*~ Martha Washington (1732 - 1802)

In the confrontation between the stream and the rock, the stream always wins - Not through strength, butthrough persistence.
~*~ Anon

Sooner or later we all discover that the important moments in life are not the advertised ones, not the birthdays, the graduations, the weddings, not the great goals achieved. The real milestones are less prepossessing. They come to the door of memory.
~*~Susan B. Anthony

الأحد، سبتمبر 25، 2005


Again and again I repeat: Yesterday was a great day!
The whole day was passing so peacefully, like a blink of an eye. I had to finish up my lectures *that was the only dramatic part*, then I went to our gathering location with my friends in college. While standing chit-chatting as usual, I had to greet hell lot of passing BYers. It’s like I realized all of a sudden: I know quite a large sum of people there.

You know, it’s difficult when you live life on your own. You try to convince yourself: that’s my life and I like living it.
But deep inside you are missing another sort of fun, which I was living yesterday!

And when I joined the E-Biz workshop *I’m one of its members*, for the 1st time I felt I am a person who is up to my challenges.
I’ve been told that I am up to responsibilities, but I never believed. And though what I did yesterday wasn’t that supper extra-ordinary challenge; however it was something I didn’t think I can do it that fast: breaking the mountains of ice surrounding me at last and getting over some of my fears as well.
However, the fun part is: I will try breaking that ice over and over in my entire life as well.

Time Out: “Starting here my life begins.. Starting now I am learning fast..”
these are the words I am currently listening to form the “Anastasia” cartoon movie OST..

Back on track: Without many details, as I returned home and found the delicious lunch mother prepared and her new gift for me ;) I felt awesome however really exhausted! So I went to bed very early and as I was closing my eyes I had a sudden thought: it’s a pity, only 2 years left ..!!

P.S.: you might like to listen to that song “journey to the past” one of my all time OST favorites.. here is to download, and here to read the lyrics

Have fun

Tagged: MySelf, My Day

الجمعة، سبتمبر 23، 2005

A Test

I just received this in an email from a friend, and I liked to share with all of you. Its really pretty interesting.

Below is Dr Phil's test. (Dr. Phil scored 55; he did this test on Oprah - she got a 38.) Some folks pay a lot of money to find this stuff out!
Read on, this is very interesting! Don't be overly sensitive! The following is pretty accurate and it only takes 2 minutes. Don't peek, but begin the test as you scroll down and answer. Answers are for who you are now...... not who you were in the past. Have pen or pencil and paper ready. This is a real test given by the Human Relations Dept. at many of the major corporations today. It helps them get better insight concerning their employees and prospective employees. It's only 10 Simple questions, so...grab a pencil and paper, keeping track of your letter answers to each question.



1. When do you feel your best?
a) In the morning
b) During the afternoon &and early evening
c) Late at night

2. You usually walk...
a) Fairly fast, with long steps
b) Fairly fast, with little steps
c) Less fast head up, looking the world in the face
d) Less fast, head down
e) Very slowly

3. When talking to people you..
a) Stand with your arms folded
b) Have your hands clasped
c) Have one or both your hands on your hips
d) Touch or push the person to whom you are talking
e) Play with your ear, touch your chin, or smooth your hair

4. When relaxing, you sit with..
a) Your knees bent with your legs neatly side by side
b) Your legs crossed
c) Your legs stretched out or straight
d) One leg curled under you

5. When something really amuses you, you react with...
a) Big appreciated laugh
b) A laugh, but not a loud one
c) A quiet chuckle
d) A sheepish smile

6. When you go to a party or social gathering you...
a) Make a loud entrance so everyone notices you
b) Make a quiet entrance, looking around for someone you know
c) Make the quietest entrance, trying to stay unnoticed

7. You're working very hard, concentrating hard, and you’re interrupted......
a) Welcome the break
b) Feel extremely irritated
c) Vary between these two extremes

8. Which of the following colors do you like most?
a) Red or orange
b) Black
c) Yellow or light blue
d) Green
e) Dark blue or purple
f) White
g) Brown or gray

9. When you are in bed at night, in those last few moments before going to sleep you are..
a) Stretched out on your back
b) Stretched out face down on your stomach
c) On your side, slightly curled
d) With your head on one arm
e) With your head under the covers

10. You often dream that you are...
a) Falling
b) Fighting or struggling
c) Searching for something or somebody
d) Flying or floating
e) You usually have dreamless sleep
f) Your dreams are always pleasant


1. (a) 2 (b) 4 (c) 6
2. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 7 (d) 2 (e) 1
3. (a) 4 (b) 2 (c) 5 (d) 7 (e) 6
4. (a) 4 (b) 6 (c) 2 (d) 1
5. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 3 (d) 5 (e) 2
6. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 2
7. (a) 6 (b) 2 (c) 4
8. (a) 6 (b) 7 (c) 5 (d) 4 (e) 3 (f) 2 (g)1
9. (a) 7 (b) 6 (c) 4 (d) 2 (e) 1
10. (a) 4 (b) 2 (c) 3 (d) 5 (e) 6 (f) 1

Now add up the total number of points.

Others see you as someone they should "handle with care." You're seen as vain, self-centered, and who is extremely dominant. Others may admire you, wishing they could be more like you, but don't always trust you, hesitating to become too deeply involved with you.

51 TO 60 POINTS:
Others see you as an exciting, highly volatile, rather impulsive personality; a natural leader, who's quick to make decisions, though not always the right ones. They see you as bold and adventuresome, someone who will try anything once; someone who takes chances and enjoys an adventure. They enjoy being in your company because of the excitement you radiate.

41 TO 50 POINTS:
Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.

31 TO 40 POINTS:
Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful & practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest. Not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone who's extremely loyal to friends you do make and who expect the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you realize it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but equally that it takes you a long time to get over if that trust is ever broken.

21 TO 30 POINTS:
Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It would really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment, expecting you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then, usually decide against it. They think this reaction is caused partly by your careful nature.

People think you are shy, nervous, and indecisive, someone who needs looking after, who always wants someone else to make the decisions & who doesn't want to get involved with anyone or anything! They see you as a worrier who always sees problems that don't exist. Some people think you're boring. Only those who know you well know that you aren't.

I got 48 points, which I think almost RIGHT description for me.
Don’t forget to do the test and leave your points as well to share with the rest ;)

Time to go... 73's


Today is the 1st day in Autumn, my favorite season.
Let me enjoy the chilling out breeeeze....

الثلاثاء، سبتمبر 20، 2005


First of all:
I want to thank all those who prayed for my mother or wished her healthy life. She passed over the last phase and going so well *Yuppie*
Now we have a proper lunch ;)

Due the fact: I don’t have my DSL connection for 4 days now *and wonder for how long* I’ll try to cut it short because dial up sucks! *Yuck!*

Once I said its “electronics and communication systems” AT LAST, I found heaven pouring helping-hands, and the weirdest of all weird offers. One of them is from a friend who is working with the professor I hate the most in this department. At a time I thought to change my whole life so not to see his face ever again!
Anyways, one never knows where good lies.

I had plenty of posts to write *as usual*, that I already wrote them down.. but as I mentioned in secondly I’ll have to sum them up all in another separate post, once I have my DSL back :’(
Now I am in a hurry plus the buzzing sound from the CPU is getting on my nerves.

Less then 14 days are left till the holy month of Ramadan. *kol sana w entom taybeen* or Many happy returns. It’s the 9th month in the Hejri *or muslim* calendar when we all celebrate fasting all days long together. Since dawn till sun setting.
GOSH! I was walking in the streets with “fawanees” or special traditional toy that signifies this month in Egypt, and looks quite similar to Aladdin’s lamb.
Hopefully, pictures and more to tell coming soon *in sha2 ALLAH*

Time to go for a quick nap.. 73’s

الجمعة، سبتمبر 16، 2005

What to add..

Bits and pieces

Its 10 pm. *when I was writing this post* yet I made a strong cup of coffee and headed for my special place, in front of my baby Blue pc :)
I feel I need to have a rest for a while..
My mother has been terribly ill lately; she looks pale and lost the shimmer in her eyes. I feel awful for her while I am left paralyzed and can’t do anything to help. Of course, no need to say I have to do all the house work now.. Cleaning, washing, cooking… etc. in addition to I already missed two gorgeous outings with my fellow friends and the 3rd is coming on the way!

Yet tell you, I am not upset.. I don’t care about all these stuff and I can do even the double or zillion times more just to see my mother’s smiling pinkish face alive again. I truly love you mother.. I truly do..
My the Almighty help you get out of all that..


I’ll start my 7th semester next Saturday, and no matter what I said in the previous post, I am still hesitant which department to join. What to take as a major by God’s sack!
Should I go to “electronics and communications systems” or should I head for “network and information systems”???!
I have equal pros and cons for each, that would make me feel worst..
Its just couple of days left and I am sitting banging my head to the wall..
I like them both. If I can have the two majors together, I think I might have felt better. Yet what to do when its practically impossible..


I just watched bits and pieces of “
Fahrenheit 9/11
” and I deeply wish I could ever have the mail addresses or the emails for the relatives or loved ones of any American soldier died in Iraq. I sincerely wish to send them my condolences for what ever happened there. These people have been fooled by their president and fought for a lost case and for what!
Is it for the money or the oil or bargains that the rich going to be richer?!
Is it really liberty they’ve been fighting for?!
Or is it for making tomorrow a better place for them and their children after?!
Then answer me: why can’t they have peace and secure right at the moment!!! After all these years.. tell me where are the mass destruction weapons!

Do you still believe its all by “El Qa’ada” who did it?
I tell you myself.. No they are ever weaker to think about it in the 1st place.

You know we have a proverb in Arabic that talks about people.. when they lose everything, they like to show off..
And that is exactly the Qa’ada’s case.. they knew they lost everything, and they turned out to be useless and helpless creatures, so they are making things up, showing off what they have no hand in..

I despise them and I despise the American president as well..
Sorry Mr. Bush..
but sadly your people don’t even know they are fooled in a boring play ruled by your charming looks!!

Case closed.

Time to go… 73’s

الأربعاء، سبتمبر 14، 2005

A twist..

just a twist in thoughts..

I am going to study "Electronics and Communications" as a major!!!

pray for me..

الاثنين، سبتمبر 12، 2005

I am in that mood really these days.. :)

Wish you enjoy your life too..

Top of the world..

Such a feelin's coming over me
There is wonder in most ev'ry thing I see,
Not a cloud in the sky got the sun in my eyes,
And I -- won't be surprised if it's a dream.

Ev'rything I want the world to be,
Is now coming true especially for me,
And the reason is clear - It's because you are here,
You're the nearest thing to heaven that I've seen

I'm on the -- top of the world lookin'
down on creation and the only explanation I can find
Is the love that I've found, ever since you've been around
Your love's put me at the top of the world

Something in the wind has learned my name,
and it's tellin' me that things are not the same,
In the leaves on the trees and the touch of the breeze,
there's a pleasin' sense of happiness for me.

There is only one wish on my mind,
When this day is through I hope that I will find,
That tomorrow will be just the same for you and me,
All I need -- will be mine if you are here.

I'm on the -- top of the world lookin'
down on creation and the only explanation I can find
Is the love that I've found, ever since you've been around
Your love's put me at the top of the world

I'm on the -- top of the world lookin'
down on creation and the only explanation I can find
Is the love that I've found, ever since you've been around
Your love's put me at the top of the world

Top of the world -- The Carpenters 

السبت، سبتمبر 10، 2005


I was wondering between TV stations when suddenly I saw a face I know by heart. I lingered a while and remembered “it’s the movie ‘Anna and the king’
I’ve always held myself back from watching this particular movie for personal reasons.
However, I couldn’t resist the angelic look on “Jodie Foster” ‘s face.. so I sat to watch.

Tell you what, I didn’t regret not watching that before.. for its not as magnificent as “The king and I” .. Tell me who can compare “Yul Brynner”..???
OHHHH! “etcetera, etcetera..”
the only one good thing was Jodie, and nothing more..


I couldn’t forget the passion in your eyes when u told me you want to see that movie..
But you went so fast..
May God rest your soul in peace..


as I was writing this, I had the news that the grandpa of one of our colleagues and a dear brother of mine passed away.
Then everything went Hushshshshsh!
May God rest his soul in peace as well

الجمعة، سبتمبر 09، 2005

I Just found a blog for "Bae Yong-jun"
My best Korean actor of all times..

Nan, MoonLight and Bavalova.. HURRAY girlies ;)

معنديش عنوان

بقى لى مدة بعيدة عن البلوجز والمبلوجين.. وكل ما أحاول أرجع ، أقول لنفسى ميت عذر وعذر عشان أبعد.. وأبعد بعيد عن هنا.

- "إنتِ ناويتى تبطلى تكتبى؟"
- "أكيد لاء.. إنتَ مش عارف الكتابة فى دمى!"

لكنى شبه وقفت أكتب.. إتحججت بإنشغالى فى أعمال طارئة .. وإتحججت بعدم رغبتى بالكلام فى الأمور الجارية على الساحة.. وآخر ما غلبت إتحججت بإنى خلصت الكلام.
وأنا عمرى ما خلصت الكلام..
لكن حاسة إنى مخنوقة والكلام بيهرب منى رغم كتره.

- "بس أنا نفسى أشوفك مرة بتبكى.. طول عمرك بتضحكى.."
- "لأنك عمرك ما شفتنى.."

لاء أنا مش مخنوقة.. ولا الكلام بيهرب منى.. بس أنا بعيش حالة جديدة عليا.
إمبارح قبل ما أنام كنت بفكر "وإيه ممكن أشيله معايا من ذكريات دلوقتى للمستقبل؟" ..
بتمر سنينى منى وبتتسلل زى نقط المية من كف طفل صغير وأنا زى ما أنا.. لا إتقدمت خطوة فخورة بيها ولا عينيا فتحت على ضوء آخر الطريق. حياة رتيبة ومملة. إللى نبات فيه نصبح فيه.. حتى لحظات نقاء القلب بقت قليلة..

- "إنتِ وشك عامل كدة ليه النهاردة..؟"
- "أنا حاسة إنى عجزت وفى ميت سنة طلعولى فجأة.."



I am supposingly going to write something new today. As if supposingly I have something new to say!

The story from the start:
We were asked to design some logos for the workshops participating in the next conference this year. So, we had hell of meetings and hours sitting on our computers –I mean the members of my committee- until we did the 5 logos at last.
We put the final touch to the poster and the flyers.. blah blahs..
That’s mainly what was consuming my time and backed me off from writing or following the blogs..

What’s new:
Nothing serious, nothing important and nothing mysterious.

السبت، سبتمبر 03، 2005

الجمعة، سبتمبر 02، 2005

لما كنت صغيرة

من زمان ومعروف عن والدتى حبها للنباتات والأشجار على إختلاف أنواعهم. وكان أملها إن حد من أولادها يشاركها نفس الهواية. ولكن للأسف طلعت أنا وأخويا ما لنا فى حاجة. حتى والدى –مع إن له علاقة مباشرة بالزراعة- طلع مش بيحب نباتات الزينة. بيقول إنه بيحب النبات اللى يديه على قد ما ياخد، مثلا شجر المشمش أو البرتقال والرمان. يحب الشجر اللى يقدر تعب وسهر صاحبه.

أنا فاكرة فى بيتنا القديم والدى زرع شجرة رمان فى الجنينة تحتينا يوم ما وصلنا هناك. وكبرت معنا يوم ورا يوم وسنة ورا سنة. ما تتصورش البهجة لما كنت أنزل معاه ونبدأ نسقى الزرع. كنت أتنطط حوله وأقف على سور الجنينة عشان أطول شجرة الرمان، وأزعل لما ألاقيها أطول منى. فأمسك خرطوم المية وأبدأ أغرقها.
كان بيسعدنى منظر تلألؤ أوراقها بنقط المية تحت ضوء أعمدة النور ويا القمر. وساعتها كنت بحس إنى بمتلك كنز محدش غيرى يعرفه. وريحة الطين المبلول لما تهفهف عليا وأشمها فى كل المكان.. بطير.. كإنى ماسكة الأرض بين إيدي.
ويوم ما تبدأ الشجرة تطرح، كان يبقى عندى عيد أسمع فيه ضحكتها. تخيل منظر الغصن وهو بيتهادى ويميل عشان يديك الثمرة اللى أثقلت عليه لحد ما بقت حلوة بس علشانك. بفتكر دلوقتى لما كنت أقف وأزعق من البلكونة لبتوع الجرايد اللى كانوا يقفوا على السور ويمدوا إديهم يقطفوا الثمر حتى قبل ما ينضج!

وكبرنا وإحتجنا أوضة زيادة لبيتنا.. فعزلنا.
وما أنسى لحظة ما كنت بنزل آخر حاجة. إترددت أدخل لأسمع صدى صوتى يرجع لى بين الأركان الفاضية والحيطان المسهمة، فقعدت على السلم، دفنت وشى بين إيديا وبدأت أبكى من غير دموع.
ع السلمة دى أنا وقعت فى صباح عيد وإيدى إتجبست. والباب دة أنا دهنته مع والدى وأخويا فى آخبر بياض للشقة. وفى الركن اللى على إيدك الشمال فى الدور التانى زغرطتت لى جارتى العزيزة لما نجحت فى الثانوية العامة ودخلت الهندسة. و أطباق العشورة والفتة والكحك وزيارات الفاكهة اللى تناقلتها عتبات بيتنا بين سكان العمارة فى الأعياد والمناسبات كلها. وسبوع أخويا ورجوع والدتى م الحج. و أول عربية نشتريها ودخول أخويا الحضانة وبعدها المدرسة ولعبنا فى الشارع مع جيرنا فى شلل حينا وسوبر ماركت حمادة اللى إتسكعنا حوليه لسنين عمرنا...
كل دا جه فى دماغى لحظة ما بكيت على السلم قدام باب بيتنا القديم.

وجينا بيتنا الجديد
ورغم مرور أكتر من سنة ونص إلا إنى لازلت أحس إنى فى مصيف وأكيد رجعين لبيتنا من تانى. راجعة لللعب مع جيرنا فى الشارع وراجعة أعافر أنطت على السور وأقيس طولى مع شجرة الرمان.

و اللى فكرنى بكل دا لما والدتى طلبت منى أروح أسقى الزرع بتاعنا فى البلكونة لأنها مش فاضية. مسكت رشاش المية وبدأت أسقى الزرع. تصور من يوم ما عزلنا وأنا ما سألت عن أحواله مع إنه صاحبى من بيتنا القديم!
فجرحنى الصبار عيتاب خفيف ما بين الأصحاب.

وبعد ما خلصت طليت لبرة من سور البلكونة وقت الغروب.. وعجزت عن وصف الإحساس اللى ملانى لما وصلت لى ريحة الطين المبلول و يا الريحان..


الخميس، سبتمبر 01، 2005

World’s terror..

Today is the 1st anniversary for the greatest tragedy I’ve ever knew.
And those couple of words: “Friday 3 September 2004. As the siege at Beslan's No 1 school enters its third day” Could never be erased from my mind no matter how hard I tried..
And “331 killed, half of them were children..

Around the clock I’ve been following the siege on TV, read newspapers, I’ve followed most of the played documentary programs on our screens.. and even watched the re-play over and over again. That was a tragedy I hate to ever happen again in any part of the world.

Let our fights be settled away from children..
Let our disagreements hide away from their delighted moments

And PLEASE solve the Chechnya’s problem.. before talking about terror..

At last, One quote a friend just told me, and rings a bell:

the problem of good men they always have very low voice