لستُ أدرى..

These days, I am not feeling well, or let me re-phrase, I am feeling well but I can’t stop thinking. My mind is working 24/7, I go round and round then I end up at the same very point!
And the point itself is un-believed in any logical sequence a man has invited! GOSh! Can I tell you I am going crazy, because 1 and 1 should be always 2, but in my case: either 1 still or null..
Looks vague, and yes.. it is..
I just can’t elaborate more for 1 reason nags me like hell. This space is no more as private as it used to be..