Today was ACES opening, and at least I was invited by one person (if my memory serves me well). I was wallahi determined to go the previous time, I prepared my dressing (unlike last year), the shoe, the every little thing. I wished to make me feel I am OK, I can fight my ghosts of the past, till the time was postponed. And I took it as a sign!.
How can one love someone who doesn’t really love him/herself? And how can the latter love others too?
Remember when I said “memories hurt always, no matter good or bad”?
Tell me how can you free your mind from one thought?
As if I didn’t really notice, the same day I said “no I won’t go”.. God sent me the article published in the magazine that by no means I would have dreamt of before. I know God is much much more merciful than the dull comparison I am conducting now. But look at it this way, and let me ask.. if I had sent that more then 4 months ago..
Do you believe in signs like I do?
One can never have every thing.. And God never gives more than one can’t handle.. and if feeling content with every thing means I’ll have what I have now forever, GOD so I am content to you forever… for being the person you created me.. Thank you more than my humble words can ever express…
Good night all.. and wish me peace of mind..
The everything turned out dull tonight... with a single news... The air turned heavy and suffocating enough to wish for 100 years of coma...