yeah.. what's the hell..

Boosting my ego.. I want to boost my ego as fast as possible… tell me.. What’s the hell if I didn’t start studying ever since the start of this term? And the hell with graduation project I can get in NADA?!.. or the hell with the stupid reflex I have for whatever triggers me to the zone I fear the most?.. or the hell with being broke till the end of the month? What’s the hell with busy days you can’t have space for you to you, even reading a single book?.. or the hell with lecturers who get on my nerves?.. or the hell with mother’s report that doesn’t want to end?.. or the hell with people waiting for a single little mistake to turn your life as hell?.. or the hell with living "good byes" every single min. of the day?.. or tell me.. What’s the hell with waiting for something that never shows up.. and when it does.. it fades away like a comet lost its way to your skies..

Yeah.. whats the hell with days starting the same and ending as the very expected… no output.. no relief.. no comfort.. no satisfaction..

Yet above all tell me.. In my condition.. what’s really heaven or hell?



PS: one bright thing! I discovered I'm not totally broke.. as I forgot to take my money already!