الاثنين، نوفمبر 21، 2005

Pause.. FWD

I am feeling terribly excited, yet confused. I know we are going to have fun *isA* but I am worried as well. As if I feel slowly a carpet is taken from under my feet. No need to tell you about the work left to do in less than 2 weeks time! However I can’t focus in anything. Really I can’t focus in anything.. !
I can’t study, can’t work, can’t think, can’t get down to what’s racing beside me and I am standing still :S Hmm.. Somehow I suffer a blockage of every single useful thing in my days at the moment.

It’s not my 1st time to have this going around or to pass by this phase in life. But it’s my 1st time not to understand what’s going on, what are the reasons behind that entire buzz and my 1st time I lose any intention to work on it!
As if I am saying “hell with it, can I quit!”

GOSH! I am not desperate not sad.. Not happy and not feeling good.
Only the music suddenly stopped! UGH!

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