الخميس، أغسطس 02، 2007

طب والله فكرة!

تحديث: يرجى قراءة "نادى افتراضى للكتاب -- وواقعى أيضا".. لاستكمال الفكرة ومناقشتها على نطاق اكبر
تحديث 2: برجاء قراءة التعليقات برضو.. لجل تحميل الكتاب والاشتراك بالافكار معانا :)



الأستاذ "حرا طليقا" كتب –مشكور- تعليق لطيف فى آخر الموضوع السابق، وقال:

كما أتمنى لو اتفقنا على كتاب موحد (رغم أننى أدرى أن الأمر صعب) ونناقشه مجتمعين فى آخر الصيف

ولمدى اعجابى بفكرته، قلت اعملها فى بوست مخصوص.. وليه لاء؟.. أهوه نشجع بعض على القراءة من على شاشة الكومبيوتر، بما انها شئ فى غاية الارهاق والملل لاغلبنا –على ما اعتقد- وأولهم أنا!

فى البوست السابق كان أغلب الكلام عن كتاب "جدد حياتك" للغزالى.. وهو فعلا متوفر pdf.. وعن نفسى بناء على اقتراح خاص من المدون العزيز "مختار العزيزى" بدأت أقرأ كتاب "التدين المنقوص" لفهمى هويدى...

معنديش مشاكل لو نتفق على كتاب من الكتب المذكورة فى البوست السابق (كبداية) ونقرر مثلا مناقشته فى آخر شهر أغسطس... ووقتها نكون اتفقنا على كتاب جديد لشهر سبتمبر وهلم جر....

ها؟ أنا فى شدة التحمس، وأظن أستاذ "حرا طليقا" كذلك.... هل فى حد معانا؟؟؟؟؟


بى اس: اتمنى نبدأ بكتاب "التدين المنقوص" لانه فعلا رائع... قرأت الفصل الأول منه وعجبنى اسلوب الكاتب –طبعا- وفكرته..

Priorities, priorities..

Now that I’ve finished college and just graduated, WOW, I think I’m in bad need for a change. Change as in everything. Surroundings, people, habits even knowledge and education. I’ve applied for many jobs and just did 2 interviews, tell you.. both sucks! Simply because till now I haven’t clearly thought about my wishes and priorities.
You know lately, I’ve discovered that my English is horrible. It’s a matter of little vocabulary I play with and that’s all. Even the simplest of the simple phrases are messed up in my head. Measure on that my academic education, and my general knowledge. Mm.. let me say it loud.. I lost faith in me.

Yesterday at the interview the guy asked me what do I wish to work? And so I thought for a min.. “human to human relationships is the best”.. so I suddenly said “HR”.. tell me now.. what do I know about HR to believe it’s the best place for me?.. add to that, my bad need to learn how to deal with people in the 1st place..
And what If I can’t decide wither I like electronics or communications as working fields?!.. Don’t you think that I live a haphazard life??.
No, might not be that.. but a mis-used life thought, I guess..

I’m an average 22 years old girl who believes sometimes she’s going to be the center of the universe, yet nothing is shown yet. Was average in college, may be just below that according to my friend’s results. Not a brilliant somebody, don’t have “wasta” or special talents. So….

Today I’ve started remembering my French.. yaah! It’s been a while since I’ve lastly practiced that. “oui monsieur, comment ca va?”.. and as soon as I’d finish the current download, I’ll study CCNA as well in addition to reading “Al tadayun Al mankoos” by Fahmy Huawdy, as recommended by my friend Mokhtar El Azizi..
I’m planning to buy an mp3 player to listen to audio books and learn right pronunciation for different languages. Well I have little Spanish.. why not try to develop myself there too.. may be ask my brother and a relative of ours in German courses as well..
You know, I wish I can be that highly cultured girl I usually dream of.

BTW: for Al Sharif and JJ.. you made my day seeing you still around.. :) I always enjoy reading your comments with a wide smile upon my face… keep it up and shine on my virtual friends ;)

Blue is going somewhere instead…

الاثنين، يوليو 30، 2007

إبحث عن كتاب

نفسى فى كتاب اقراءه واحس انه بيقتحمنى ويقحمنى فى دنيا جديدة، فيجبرنى ع الاستمرار اللذيذ.. ويكون فى نفس الوقت مش مجرد رواية والسلام..
وياحبذا لو كتاب دينى مثلا واسلوبه سهل.. او فكر سياسى بقلم رشيق.. او حتى علمى متبحر لكن بتواضع.. مش فارق معايا اى مجال.... المهم يبقى كتاب كدة تفصيل على رواقة.. يعلم فيا، ويسفل شارع جديد فى طريق حياتى

عنك اقتراح؟؟؟

الأحد، يوليو 22، 2007

Secrets of Love

The First Secret - The Power Of Thought
Love begins with our thoughts. We become what we think about. Loving thoughts create loving experiences and loving relationships. Affirmations can change our beliefs and thoughts about others and ourselves. If we want to love someone, we need to consider their needs and desires. Thinking about your ideal partner will help you recognize her when you meet her.

The Second Secret - The Power Of Respect

You cannot love anyone or anything unless you first respect them. The first person you need to respect is yourself. To begin to gain self-respect asks yourself, “What do I respect about myself?” To gain respect for others, even those you may dislike, ask yourself “What do I respect about them?”

The Third Secret - The Power Of Giving
If you want to receive love, all you have to do is give it! The more love you give, the more you will receive. To love is to give of yourself freely and unconditionally. Practice random acts of kindness. Before committing to a relationship ask not what the other person will be able to give to you, but rather what will you be able to give them. The secret formula of a happy, lifelong, loving relationship is to always focus on what you can give instead of what you can take.

The Fourth Secret - The Power Of Friendship
To find a true love, you must first find a true friend. Love does not consist of gazing into each other’s eyes, but rather looking outward together in the same direction. To love someone completely you must love them for who they are, not what they look like. Friendship is the soil through which love’s seeds grow. If you want to bring love into a relationship, you must first bring friendship.

The Fifth Secret - The Power Of Touch
Touch is one of the most powerful expressions of love, breaking down barriers and bonding relationships. Touch changes our physical and emotional states and makes us more receptive to love.

The Sixth Secret - The Power Of Letting Go
If you love something, let it free. If it comes back to you it’s yours, if it doesn’t, it never was. Even in a loving relationship, people need their own space. If we want to learn to love, we must first learn to forgive and let go of past hurts and grievances. Love means letting go of our fears, prejudices, egos and conditions. “Today I let go of all my fears, the past
has no power over me - today is the beginning of a new life.”

The Seventh Secret - The Power Of Communication
When we learn to communicate openly and honestly, life changes. To love someone is to communicate with them. Let the people you love know that you love them and appreciate them. Never be afraid to say those three magic words: “I Love you.” Never let an opportunity pass to praise someone. Always leave someone you love with a loving word - it could be the last time you see them. If you were about to die but could make telephone calls to the people you loved, who would you call, what would you say and..why are you waiting?

The Eighth Secret - The Power Of Commitment
If you want to have love in abundance, you must be committed to it, and that commitment will be reflected in your thoughts and actions. Commitment is the true test of love. If you want to have loving relationships, you must be committed to loving relationships. When you are committed to someone or something, quitting is never an option. Commitment distinguishes a fragile relationship from a strong one.

The Ninth Secret - The Power Of Passion
Passion ignites love and keeps it alive. Lasting passion does not come through physical attraction alone; it comes from deep commitment, enthusiasm, interest and excitement. Passion can be recreated by recreating past experiences when you felt passionate. Spontaneity and surprises produce passion. The essence of love and happiness are the same; all we need to do is to live each day with passion.

The Tenth Secret - The Power Of Trust
Trust is essential in all loving relationships. Without it one person becomes suspicious, anxious and fearful and the other person feels wrapped and emotionally suffocated. You cannot love someone completely unless you trust them completely. Act as if your relationship with the person you love will never end. One of the ways you can tell whether a person is right for you is to ask yourself, “Do I trust them completely and unreservedly?” If the answer is “no”, think carefully before making a commitment.


Extracted from: http://pravstalk.com/2007/07/17/text-mail-secrets-of-love/

السبت، يوليو 21، 2007

UpDates

Ole! So today was my 1st driving lessons with my father and brother. I would have never believed that I’d learn driving at this age and with my father! You know the old story between me and him, yet it just happened. It’s freaking to tell you the truth. Not easy at all and needs a pinch of guts, patience and concentration as well.
Just wish me luck to continue.

My camera is dead for good now, and I’m heart broken begad for it. I used to love it. I used to find myself through photography.. now its lost and for long I think… I don’t think there would be any chance for my parents to buy a new digital camera for us in less than a year, unless the new wicked play I am doing along with my brother would actually work, and in stead of spending money on fixing the old one –which will cost a lot- so we buy a new china made so-so camera.

mm… its hot in here. Its Very Hot!.. and I don’t know if there is a chance to go to the beach this year or not. God I pray so hard to go. Its like the only time of the year I dream of all year long..

I’m into Mohamed Fawzi’s music lately. That guy used to be a blasting hit. A pity that not a lot used to like him though…
Yalla I’ll go now and catch you later..

الأربعاء، يوليو 18، 2007

أحلى سنين العمر بيننا تمر

النهاردة كان أول مقابلة حقيقية ليا فى شغل.. مابين اللخبطة حبة والثقة حبة والأمل حبتين ماعرفتش انام بليل..
أظن عادى..

امبارح كنت بكتب بوست طويل عريض عن انه مش لطيف احساس الفراغ.. ولا لطيف انك تصحى الصبح مش عارف يومك راح يمشى ازاى.. ح تنام.. ح تخرج.. ح تاكل.. ح تقعد.. لا شغلة ولا مشغلة.. تقلب ما بين صفحات الجرايد والانترنت.. تبعد المجلات عن نظرك وتقفل كل الكتب اللى قدامك ع المكتب.. وتحول قنوات الدش واحدة واحدة مع سينفونية تثاؤوب متواصلة فى الخلفية.

أصل من ساعة ماخلصت آخر امتحان فعلى فى حياتى الجامعية -يوم الخميس اللى فات- وانا عايشة فى هذا الفراغ..
عارف زى ما تكون مربوط فى ساقية وفجأة حد قال لك "النهاردة أجازة اعمل اللى نفسك فيه".. تأكد ان أول سؤال راح يجى على بالك "يعنى ايه اللى نفسى فيه؟".. كانك نسيت يعنى ايه يبقى نفسك فى حاجة انت عايز تعملها عشان انت عايز تعملها من غير سبب وجيه.. لا حد طلب منك تعمله ولا المفروض انك تعمله ولا الظروف جبراك انك تفكر فيه...

وقت المشروع كنت بفكر انه لازم افصل شوية وأبعد عن مجال الدراسة وأبدأ استعيد لغتى الفرنسية.. ففكرت اكمل قراءة اللى معرفش وكام كتاب المركونين على رف المكتبة .. وأرجع أكتب تانى ع البلوج.. وفكرت اتفرج على التلفزيون.. وفكرت أخرج وألعب أيروبيكس.. وفكرت اقابل اصحابى اللى صلتى بيهم تقريبا اتقطعت من ساعة ما دخلت فى دوامة الكلية.. وفكرت انى أرجع أرسم تانى.. وارجع أشتغل بالابرة.. وأسمع الراديو زى زمان.. وأتكلم فى التليفون... وأتعلم الطبيخ وتنضيف البيت...
كنت بمنى نفسى أتعلم ازاى استمتع بالوقت..

ساعتين بعد آخر امتحان.. وساعتين بس.. كانت كفاية عشان اتأكد ان الفراغ ممل.. وانك لما تبقى قاعد ولا عارف ح تعمل ايه بوقتك أكثر ملل.. وراح يصعب عليك قوى تقضيه من غير هدف..
من غير ما أحس لقيت ايدى بتغلبنى.. وسبت كل خططى وبدأت أدور على شغل!

خرجت من باب مكتب المقابلة وأنا تقريبا محبطة... واحد من الممتحنين قال لى "شكرا على وقتك" وأنا فى مخى بقول.. "وأنا عندى ايه دلوقتى غير الوقت".. الوقت اللى كنت بتمنى انه يطول بس كام ساعة عشان الحق اخلص تقرير ح سلمه ولا مشروع بكمله ولا فكرة بنفذها.. دلوقتى هو عندى بس مش عارفة اشيله لوقت تانى..
ياه.. علاقتى به عمرها ماكانت رائعة.. طول عمرى بكره الاعيبه معايا... يطول وقت الانتظار والملل.. ويقل وقت الاحتياج.. وكانه ضدى...
تفتكر هو فعلا بيعاندنى؟ ولا هو الشئ اللى فى ايدينا اللى بيدي للزمن عمقه؟

فى طريقى للبيت فضل سؤالى الأثير فى سطر من أغنية يرن على ودانى
(*) "ياترى اللى بيعيش الزمن احنا؟
ولا الزمن هو اللى بيعشنا؟"
وأنا بسأل نفسى فى هو الوقت ميت سؤال وسؤال تانى.. "هل وياهلترى".. معرفش ان كنت عملت كويس ولا لاء.. ومعرفش ان كان الممتحنين ناوين يقبلونى ولا لاء.. ومعرفش ان كنت متسربعة ع الشغل من دلوقتى زى ما اهلى بيقول لى ولا لاء برضو.. انما رغم كل شئ طلعت من النهاردة بشئ.. دلوقتى عندى بوادر ملل.. وفى نفس الوقت.. ومعايا وقت..

سلاماتى

بى إس: (*) من أغنية "زى الهوا" لعلى الحجار والعنوان شطر آخر من نفس الأغنية.

الثلاثاء، يوليو 17، 2007

What a melody..

IT MUST BE HIM
Vikki Carr

I tell myself what's done is done
I tell myself don't be a fool
Play the field have a lot of fun
It's easy when you play it cool

I tell myself don't be a chump
Who cares, let him stay away
That's when the phone rings and I jump
And as I grab the phone I pray

Let it please be him, oh dear God
It must be him or I shall die
Or I shall die
Oh hello, hello my dear God
It must be him but it's not him
And then I die
That's when I die

After a while, I'm myself again
I take the pieces off the floor
Put my heart on the shelf again
You'll never hurt me anymore

I'm not a puppet on a string
I'll find somebody else someday
That's when the phone rings, and once again
I start to pray

Let it please be him, oh dear God
It must be him , it must be him
or I shall die, Or I shall die
Oh hello, hello my dear God
It must be him but it's not him
And then I die
That's when I die